Excruciating Agony: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches

It was a gloomy weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my one eye. Then came rapid stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches often start with severe pain behind a single eye that persists up to three hours.

About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically begin with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.

One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.

Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center.

Still, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.

Ancient healing texts propose bizarre remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”.

The disorder were only formally classified by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the condition explain this.

In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.

In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.

A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.

National guidelines on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some people.

But consultant neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with acute treatment only. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.

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